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WARNING
This story features sexual content. Content/trigger warnings include: knifeplay and cutting (knives, blood, intentional scarring), intrusive thoughts, murder (by stabbing; talked about/implied), hallucinations (implied)
If I really love you so much, why does the thought of hurting you make me feel so good? And why do these thoughts get so violent?
A short (751 words) story about sadism and intrusive thoughts made for Love/Violence Jam.
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THIS IS SO GOOD! the writing brought out that conflict between wanting to be driven by one's desires and the guilt for having them to begin with. the constant questioning and doubt as the thoughts grow more and more violent. great game!
I don't usually see explorations of more "dangerous" kinks written so genuinely, especially from the perspective of the sadist of the pair. They felt very legitimately concerned and worried, exploring what it meant to be the one CAUSING pain, even if everybody is on board, how it can feel to have these thoughts or fantasies.
The lack music was really a mood setter, forces you to focus on the words on screen.
This feels very accurate to be on the Love/Violence Jam, a strange combination of love and violence being on the same coin, and lingering on the fear if one's love can overcome the violence (I personally think so, but I believe I'm optimistic regarding such things).
Great game! Checking out all your games and I'm loving them!
You are such a good writer I stg, I've been reading all of the works you've put out recently and have been enjoying them very much. Would love to collab with you on something someday.
feel free to catch me on Discord (ednaarel) if you'll have something in mind
Will do!